THROUGH MY WINDOW....

Petang itu angin bertiup lembut membuai rumput-rumput yang turut sama menari mendendangkan lagu-lagu alam,langit yang serba mendung sejak beberapa hari masih lagi belum memuntahlkan airnya untuk membasahi bumi yang serba dahaga.Jauh dari tingkap peprustakaan itu saya sempat menjenguk,melihat burung-burung berterbangan berkumpulan merentasi langit yang serba kelabu itu.Ketiadaan matahari yang mungkin tersipu-sipu malu untuk menghiasi ruangan langit pada petang itu mungkin membuat suasana di dalam perpustakaan itu sedkit sejuk berbanding hari biasa.Mujur saya memakai baju yang agak tebal.


“fuh...penatnya rasa”


Buku “aku terima nikahnya” tulisan saudara hazrizal jamil(terima kasih kepada rakan-rakan yang mencadangkannya) saya belek-belek.Hampir 2 jam lebih karya saudara hazrizal ini berjaya memaku saya di kerusi dan mengikat mata saya untuki terus menatap helaian demi helaian hinggalah ke muka yang terakhir.Namun 2 jam masa yang terluang itu,secara peribadinya cukup berbaloi kerana apa yang disajikan oleh “aku terima nikahnya” itu benar-benar membuka fikiran untuk memahami naluri seorang remaja dalam mencari sebuah cinta yang biasanya terbabas dalam lamunan desakan inginkan kasih sayang.Two thumbs up for this masterpiece.

On Courage


"So you think I'm courageous?" she asked.

"Yes, I do."

"Perhaps I am. But that's because I've had some inspiring teachers. I'll tell you about one of them. Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at Stanford Hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liza who was suffering from a rare and serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her five-year-old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, 'Yes, I'll do it if it will save Liza.'

"As the transfusion progressed, he lay in a bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away?'

"Being young, the boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give her all his blood.

"Yes, I've learned courage," she added, "because I've had inspiring teachers."

Dan Millman

recently there a lot of things that's keeping me busy the whole day(especially the facbook),but in the same time there are lots in my mind that i would like to paint them in this empty spaces,..but maybe not yet,the feeling to write down things that baffling me this whole life,and all my notions and experiences,are yet jailed somewhere in the universe as they seems failed to reach me..even there is some voices,a cacophony,muted but still audible playing a nice warm tune urging me to write,but frankly speaking,the words still stucked and cannot prsent themselves in this blank page!!i need to setle down something else first or else i will  pullin my brake on this writing activities...^^

just mean to share

PELUDAH BAHASA


Ketika lahir jeritnya amat mesra-hening suara bayi pertama.
Neneknya pengagum hikayat Tuah membisik iktibar ke telinganya.
Datuknya pencinta Siti Zubaidah bersyair merdu ke qalbunya pula.
Doa dan janji di sanubari inilah cucunya kebanggaan dasa-
insan harapan kerdip pertama yang bakal bersinar sebagai pendakwah.

Ketika bertatih di sisi buaian gelincirnya cepat disantunkan.
Ayah dan ibunya cekal berazam anak termanis di hemah Ramadan.
Diasuh ia menjadi wira dan tidakpun dikira ke bidang mana.
Pada hembusan angin di bukit amat merdu terdengar ia menjerit:
Penyegar budi pilihan pertama, penyemai bakti di qalbu desanya.

Ranum di dalam dan di luar negara menjalar akar benih ilmunya;
pergaulannya alam tak berbatas bertingkat cepat dirinya ke atas.
Pada kempen “bersih-cekap-amanah” terhantar ia ke tampuk kuasa;
masih diingat pesan nenek tentang Tuah; saran datuk tentang Zubaidah.
Sebaik menyingsing SatuMalaysia mula terbelah percik mimpinya.

Tapi, kuasa tersangat nikmatnya-darjat dan harta sebuah buana.
Lalu, dalam lagu gema ternyaring giginya berubah menjadi taring.
Leluhurnya kini damai di kubur, dan sayang, dirinya meruncing takbur.
Terakhir, dengar kisah lupanya – semua dangkal kecuali dirinya.
Terakhir, merebaklah bongkaknya sebagai peludah bahasa Ibunda.

Tak lagi dirinya budayawan desa, pembela bahasa tidak juga.
Kini dia niagawan haloba pemburu kuasa paling selesa.
Memang bukan lagi cucu desawan; segebu dirinya kuasawan.
Dilupa Syair Siti Zubaidah dan tidak dikenal Hikayat Hang Tuah.
Sangatlah selesa dan bangga-dirinya tulen peludah bahasa.

- A.SAMAD SAID

checkout the video...viva palestinian,i dunne how to put in the video,so i just gve u the link..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlV6t1k3y00&feature=related

when i get older i will be

stronger they'll call me freedom just
like a wavin flag

when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom just
like a waving flag
and then it goes back (3x)
ahhho ahhho ahhho

born to a throne
stronger than rome
but violent prone
poor people zone
but its my home
all i have known
where i got grown
streets we would roam

Fatwa Dr Yusuf Qardawi Tentang Tuduhan Zina / Liwat. Tarikh: 19 Nov 1999, Masa: 02:50:00


Menuduh orang-orang yang bersih dengan tohmahan-tohmahan, terutama tohmahan-tohmahan yang besar seperti berzina, liwat dan membunuh merupakan satu perbuatan yang diharamkan secara tegas oleh Islam. Bahkan ia termasuk dalam dosa-dosa besar yang boleh mendatangkan kemurkaan Allah dan azab-Nya.

Sebabnya, tohmahan-tohmahan seperti itu berupaya untuk menyerang kemuliaan diri orang-orang yang beriman sama ada lelaki atau perempuan. Ianya juga boleh menyebabkan orang ramai berburuk sangka terhadapnya… Perkara sedemikian juga menyebabkan tersebarnya kejahatan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Oleh itu, al-Quran mengecam keras perilaku seperti ini dan mengancam para pendusta yang melakukannya dengan seksaan di dunia dan di akhirat. Firman Allah s.w.t.: “Dan orang-orang yang menyakiti orang-orang yang mukmin dan mukminat tanpa kesalahan yang mereka lakukan, maka sesungguhnya mereka telah memikul kebohongan dan dosa yang nyata.” (Surah al-Ahzab 33:58)

Recently i had become a really busy man,with lots of stuff yet to be settled,and books n others.....well juz want to inform that in the meanwhile,i may not going to update my blog with any new writings...but i guess letting the blog stays lonely as an empty house is not a good idea either...so i've decided to fill the spaces with some of my reading material,..i 've had get some good benefit from it so i am hoping you guys will obtain the same..sharing is caring one might say..i do agree with em...

may Allah bless u all..

In the Name of Allah, most Compassionate, most Merciful


How I came to Islam - by Yusuf Islam
From Musician to Muslim by Allah's Will
originated from islamtoday.com-yusuf estes website
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All I have to say is all what you know already, to confirm what you already know, the message of the Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) as given by God - the Religion of Truth. As human beings we are given a consciousness and a duty that has placed us at the top of creation. Man is created to be God's deputy on earth, and it is important to realize the obligation to rid ourselves of all illusions and to make our lives a preparation for the next life. Anybody who misses this chance is not likely to be given another, to be brought back again and again, because it says in Qur'an Majeed that when man is brought to account, he will say, "O Lord, send us back and give us another chance." The Lord will say, "If I send you back you will do the same."



MY EARLY RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING

I was brought up in the modern world of all the luxury and the high life of show business. I was born in a Christian home, but we know that every child is born in his original nature - it is only his parents that turn him to this or that religion. I was given this religion (Christianity) and thought this way. I was taught that God exists, but there was no direct contact with God, so we had to make contact with Him through Jesus - he was in fact the door to God. This was more or less accepted by me, but I did not swallow it all.

I looked at some of the statues of Jesus; they were just stones with no life. And when they said that God is three, I was puzzled even more but could not argue. I more or less believed it, because I had to have respect for the faith of my parents.

Bangunlah! ~ Mohamad Iqbal




Dan bangun!

Bangunlah dari tidur nyenyak

Dari lena sejenak

Bangunlah!

Dari lupa sesaat

Bangunlah!

Seluruh negeri Timur terbujur

Berserakan bagai butiran pasir di tepi jalan

Atau seperti jerit bisu tak kenal suara

Dan rengek pilu yang berlebihan

Namun tiap zarah di muka bumi ini

Adalah tempat merenung buat kelahiran yang perih



Mohamad Iqbal
Dari “Mukadimah Asrar-i Khudi”

Before I all of you guys start to read this article..let me,at least inform a litle bit about the writer as I know maybe the name “kassim ahmad” connotes the notion of liberalism or the anti-hadith in some peoples mind.Well,Kassim Ahmad,according to the profilic indonesian’s writer,Hartono Ahmad Jaiz,he named Kassim Ahmad as one of the Islamic Liberal activist(reffernces:Islam liberal,by Dr Asri Zainul abidin and his several members,pg 155-156).In a book entitled “gerakan kristianisasi dan orientalis” the writer(which I forget whom) clearly listing his name on a long list of Liberal thinkers(I have read this book couple of weeks ago,but failed to write some note about it,so I cant describe in a detail form).Well according to several other books that I have gone through like “kassim ahmad:mualaf atau murtad?)by some political leader(from “pas” if I am not mistaken,well..i don’t write any note on this particular books as I see em not important) and books entitled-“TUGASAN Kasim Ahmad Hujah dan Kritikan Berkenaan Keraguan Terhadap Autentisiti Hadis-Mohd `Adlan Bin Mohd Shariffuddin” also labeled him as the liberalist.Coming to my opinion,in some way he might be a litle it liberal and in some other points,he could be true.So I preferred to study and only takes the benefit of his idea and reject which I found not and against sunnah,and that’s what I want u to do as u go through this whole lengthy writing.This article talks about philosphy and critics on Richard Dawkins book entitlen “the god delusion(An atheist book that argue the non-existence of god,I have download it,and u guys should do it too) and I believe I should share this with other people.Swallow “em” properly..^^




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In this matter of God’s existence, scientists and the Muslim scripture, the Quran, happily agree on one thing – the need for proof. “If you claim that God does not exist, bring your proofs,” demands the Quran.[1] British biologist Richard Dawkin’s book, The God Delusion, [2] may be considered the latest scientific proofs on behalf of atheists or non-believers. In this essay, we shall examine whose proofs are valid.

Isu serangan Flotilla telah mula menyusup masuk ke dalam telinga kita semua beberapa hari yang lalu.Sungguhpun begitu kehangatan dan kemarahan sejagat masih lagi belum surut dan slogan anti-Israel yang dahulunya malap sebentar sudah mula menyala dan dilaungkan sebulat suara.Setiap kali saya membuka laman facebook,pasti akan timbul pelbagai slogan yang secara keseluruhannya mengutuk tindakan Zionis yang katanya begitu kejam,sombong,dan sebagainya.Saya tidak bercadang untuk berceloteh panjang perihal hal itu kerana saya telah rakamkan tulisan saya perihal tentang keganasan Zionis dalam konteks sejarah di post yang lepas,namun apa yang ingin saya bincangkan bersama pembaca yang sudi ialah tentang sikap “amarah bermusim” yang perlu kita sama-sama renungi.


Bukalah blog,facebook,friendster,serta mana-mana forum,pasti terukir kutukan demi kutukan yang dihemburkan kepada zionis.Malahan ada yang menggesa bahawa sesiapa yang tidak ambil tahu perihal berita tentang serangan zionis di Flotilla itu maka berdosalah akan dia dan zalimlah akan manusia sebegini.Terbit juga suara-suara yang merayu agar kita mesti mengutuk Israel di mana-mana sahaja(tidak jelas ungkapannya kerana “di mana-mana” merangkumi semua tempat?termasuk tandas??saya positvely thinking mungkin mereka maksudkan saluran-saluran bersuara yang disediakan.).Dalam meneliti ungkapan serta kemarahan ini,saya hanya mampu menggeleng kepala.Mengapa??bukan saya tidak bersetuju tetapi melalui paradigma saya sendiri,ia adalah langkah yang penting tapi TIDAK CUKUP.

Saya kira satu dunia sudah maklum tentang peristiwa hitam yang melanda kapal aktivis kemanusiaan,yakni kapal Turki Marvi Marmara yang dengan angkuhnya dserang secara rakus oleh tentera zionis ketika dalam rombongan Freedom Flotilla,atau rombongan yang bertujuan untuk memberi bantuan bekalan 5000 tan bahan-bahan binaan,ubat-ubatan serta peralatan sekolah kepada rakyat Gaza yang serba-serbi ditindas dan dicabul hak asasi nya.


Waktu saya dimaklumkan tentang isu ini,saya kira mungkin saya antara manusia di Malaysia yang agak lambat terkena tempias isu ini kerana beberapa hari ini saya agak sibuk melakukan beberapa perkara.Namun mengikut perkembangan yang terkini(berita harian metro bertarikh:1 jun 2010)yang sempat saya baca,masih kedapatan beberapa orang rakyat Malaysia termasuk YB Parit,Mohd Nizar Zakaria,41 dan beberapa orang krew media Astro Awani yang masih lagi samar-samar keadaan mereka,hidup?atau mati?masih kekal menjadi tanda tanya.Malah dalam laporan al jazeera sahaja,kejadian yang berlaku jam 10.30 pagi(waktu Malaysia) itu telah meragut seramai kira-kira 15 nyawa dek kerana permainan tembak-menembak ala-ala Hollywood versi “18 SG” tentera zionis ini.Suatu pencabulan secara terang-terangan tentang hak asasi manusia yang hebat dan lantang digembar-gemburkan oleh masyarakat Barat.