THROUGH MY WINDOW....

Hello friends and readers(if there is a reader)..

i dont know how but my time are merely packed with stuffs that i need to settle and perhaps that might be the best reason that i can give to describe my failure or my neglectfulness in updating my blog..well,i am not a businessman or a politician but in the meanwhile i was quite busy preparing my things that i would like to bring to KYUEM,..but thank god  i still can find some spare time to finished my reading materials and maybe in this post,i would like to suggest some(these books is my closest companion in last month-jun):

1.Teori sosial islam-kassim ahmad
2.falsafah ketuhanan-prof dr hamka
3.muslim rights in non muslim majority country-editted by IIUM
4.the challenge-dr mahathir
5.arab nationalism:a critical inquiry-by prof bassam talibi
6.i am a muslim-dina zaman
7.islam antara kapitalisme dan komunisme-muhammad al ghazalie

and few more motivational books which i dont think i should put on the list...and oh yeah,i totally forgot...last two days i had bought some cool book-tasauf moden-prof dr hamka which cost me rm15...well,i am not that rich so that rm15 is sumethin to me..and as far as i can recollect,i didi notice some valuable books that will be on my "will buy when got some money" list which is prof qaradhawi-nyanyian dan muzik,the other side of mahathir-zainuddin maidin(ex-menteri penerangan),and some john l esposito books...i hope this list will at least give u the idea on what book to read..

Petang itu angin bertiup lembut membuai rumput-rumput yang turut sama menari mendendangkan lagu-lagu alam,langit yang serba mendung sejak beberapa hari masih lagi belum memuntahlkan airnya untuk membasahi bumi yang serba dahaga.Jauh dari tingkap peprustakaan itu saya sempat menjenguk,melihat burung-burung berterbangan berkumpulan merentasi langit yang serba kelabu itu.Ketiadaan matahari yang mungkin tersipu-sipu malu untuk menghiasi ruangan langit pada petang itu mungkin membuat suasana di dalam perpustakaan itu sedkit sejuk berbanding hari biasa.Mujur saya memakai baju yang agak tebal.


“fuh...penatnya rasa”


Buku “aku terima nikahnya” tulisan saudara hazrizal jamil(terima kasih kepada rakan-rakan yang mencadangkannya) saya belek-belek.Hampir 2 jam lebih karya saudara hazrizal ini berjaya memaku saya di kerusi dan mengikat mata saya untuki terus menatap helaian demi helaian hinggalah ke muka yang terakhir.Namun 2 jam masa yang terluang itu,secara peribadinya cukup berbaloi kerana apa yang disajikan oleh “aku terima nikahnya” itu benar-benar membuka fikiran untuk memahami naluri seorang remaja dalam mencari sebuah cinta yang biasanya terbabas dalam lamunan desakan inginkan kasih sayang.Two thumbs up for this masterpiece.

On Courage


"So you think I'm courageous?" she asked.

"Yes, I do."

"Perhaps I am. But that's because I've had some inspiring teachers. I'll tell you about one of them. Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at Stanford Hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liza who was suffering from a rare and serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her five-year-old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, 'Yes, I'll do it if it will save Liza.'

"As the transfusion progressed, he lay in a bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away?'

"Being young, the boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give her all his blood.

"Yes, I've learned courage," she added, "because I've had inspiring teachers."

Dan Millman

recently there a lot of things that's keeping me busy the whole day(especially the facbook),but in the same time there are lots in my mind that i would like to paint them in this empty spaces,..but maybe not yet,the feeling to write down things that baffling me this whole life,and all my notions and experiences,are yet jailed somewhere in the universe as they seems failed to reach me..even there is some voices,a cacophony,muted but still audible playing a nice warm tune urging me to write,but frankly speaking,the words still stucked and cannot prsent themselves in this blank page!!i need to setle down something else first or else i will  pullin my brake on this writing activities...^^

just mean to share

PELUDAH BAHASA


Ketika lahir jeritnya amat mesra-hening suara bayi pertama.
Neneknya pengagum hikayat Tuah membisik iktibar ke telinganya.
Datuknya pencinta Siti Zubaidah bersyair merdu ke qalbunya pula.
Doa dan janji di sanubari inilah cucunya kebanggaan dasa-
insan harapan kerdip pertama yang bakal bersinar sebagai pendakwah.

Ketika bertatih di sisi buaian gelincirnya cepat disantunkan.
Ayah dan ibunya cekal berazam anak termanis di hemah Ramadan.
Diasuh ia menjadi wira dan tidakpun dikira ke bidang mana.
Pada hembusan angin di bukit amat merdu terdengar ia menjerit:
Penyegar budi pilihan pertama, penyemai bakti di qalbu desanya.

Ranum di dalam dan di luar negara menjalar akar benih ilmunya;
pergaulannya alam tak berbatas bertingkat cepat dirinya ke atas.
Pada kempen “bersih-cekap-amanah” terhantar ia ke tampuk kuasa;
masih diingat pesan nenek tentang Tuah; saran datuk tentang Zubaidah.
Sebaik menyingsing SatuMalaysia mula terbelah percik mimpinya.

Tapi, kuasa tersangat nikmatnya-darjat dan harta sebuah buana.
Lalu, dalam lagu gema ternyaring giginya berubah menjadi taring.
Leluhurnya kini damai di kubur, dan sayang, dirinya meruncing takbur.
Terakhir, dengar kisah lupanya – semua dangkal kecuali dirinya.
Terakhir, merebaklah bongkaknya sebagai peludah bahasa Ibunda.

Tak lagi dirinya budayawan desa, pembela bahasa tidak juga.
Kini dia niagawan haloba pemburu kuasa paling selesa.
Memang bukan lagi cucu desawan; segebu dirinya kuasawan.
Dilupa Syair Siti Zubaidah dan tidak dikenal Hikayat Hang Tuah.
Sangatlah selesa dan bangga-dirinya tulen peludah bahasa.

- A.SAMAD SAID

checkout the video...viva palestinian,i dunne how to put in the video,so i just gve u the link..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlV6t1k3y00&feature=related

when i get older i will be

stronger they'll call me freedom just
like a wavin flag

when i get older i will be
stronger they'll call me freedom just
like a waving flag
and then it goes back (3x)
ahhho ahhho ahhho

born to a throne
stronger than rome
but violent prone
poor people zone
but its my home
all i have known
where i got grown
streets we would roam

Fatwa Dr Yusuf Qardawi Tentang Tuduhan Zina / Liwat. Tarikh: 19 Nov 1999, Masa: 02:50:00


Menuduh orang-orang yang bersih dengan tohmahan-tohmahan, terutama tohmahan-tohmahan yang besar seperti berzina, liwat dan membunuh merupakan satu perbuatan yang diharamkan secara tegas oleh Islam. Bahkan ia termasuk dalam dosa-dosa besar yang boleh mendatangkan kemurkaan Allah dan azab-Nya.

Sebabnya, tohmahan-tohmahan seperti itu berupaya untuk menyerang kemuliaan diri orang-orang yang beriman sama ada lelaki atau perempuan. Ianya juga boleh menyebabkan orang ramai berburuk sangka terhadapnya… Perkara sedemikian juga menyebabkan tersebarnya kejahatan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Oleh itu, al-Quran mengecam keras perilaku seperti ini dan mengancam para pendusta yang melakukannya dengan seksaan di dunia dan di akhirat. Firman Allah s.w.t.: “Dan orang-orang yang menyakiti orang-orang yang mukmin dan mukminat tanpa kesalahan yang mereka lakukan, maka sesungguhnya mereka telah memikul kebohongan dan dosa yang nyata.” (Surah al-Ahzab 33:58)